I have been struggling with the concept of networking for the past 2.5 years. One might notice throughout my blogs the number of times I repeat the length of time my husband has been unemployed and one might think that I am doing so to drive the point home to my reader. That would be a mistaken assumption as the real reason why I feel the need to reiterate that period of time is to, in fact, drive the point home to myself as I honestly cannot get my mind around it and digest it fully--even though I am living every single millisecond of worry day in and day out. As I have been reminded time and again by my husband, networking is an invaluable (perhaps the penultimate) means of securing a new position. Per usual, this is not working for us, however. My husband is a masterful networker, never missing an opportunity to forge what might be the perfect relationship to get his foot in the door. We always seem to have something pending but, alas, all without the necessary follow through that we had hoped the connection might bring. Perhaps it could be said that our connections get us to the game, but their ability to close (or get the interview) might need some fine tuning. More likely, however, is that I am so impossibly fed up with this entire process from the job boards and their perpetually open positions, to the interview where the internal person is already essentially hired, to the interviews never obtained despite incredible and relevant experience. I am so far past 'done' I cannot even put it into words.
I suppose it might be stating the obvious that I am in a rotten mood. I just went on realtor.com to check my saved listings and discovered that 'my' house on the beach was sold, the house I was determined to buy when we moved back to the east coast. Now, did I expect them to keep it perpetually 'on sale' just waiting for me to show up with a check...no? Okay, no, I didn't, but the sale of that house just underscores the loss of the dream that I had to move back home. My house moved forward and sold itself, but we are still in the same situation. The months moving foreword as we are stagnating, growing more angry and frustrated by the minute.
I wish the new owner of my house lots of happiness and as they are walking down that wonderful stretch of beach that I so happily traversed a few months ago, I hope they realize just how lucky they are to be living in that wonderful home.